first thing i say and hear in the morning...but y? its not a merry christmas...as i sit in a chair staring into the screen that is my laptop...i listen to musiq but i jus wanna kick and scream like a kid in a store that doesn't get wat they want....but oh well i'm 18. "jus get over it" is wat my g-ma tells me on the phone wen i call to vent my feelings...nothing is the way it was or the way its suppose to be...i feel so trapped...so i sit here with tears in my eyes....i want to hold them back cuz i can't tell my mom the reel reason y i am crying...but she is never gonna read this so i will tell whoever will listen. the reason that i am crying....i don't kno y i am crying...but i so wish i did...that wud make everything so easy...but my life is anything but easy!
y do i have the life i do?
y am i here?
i hate these stupid questions...but i still wonder....oh well
gotta run and save the world...lolz.
peace love and always hot coco and fries
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