after someone that has been in rehab for abuse of alcohol or drugs they must find news ways of surviving without them. well i am the same way(only no abuse of drugs or alcohol) i've been through some tough times...nd i'm finally taking control of my life. my first couple steps is to get a good job...and get my drivers license. to uh stay tuned to my life...it can onli get better.
till next time...
Peace, love and always hot coco and fries.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Saturday, January 3, 2009
numb
i don't feel anything any more....so i don't kno if i'm alive or not. but i'll b just fine...so to my family i am rele sorry for any pain i have caused u...i rele am...anyways ya'll kno how to get in contact with me...so bye 4 now...i'll b around...i might be staying for a friend for a while till i get my feet on the ground. so its ok...don't worry about me at all...i'll b just fine...so i guess i'm saying bye for now.
its hard to b in a strange land...but i'll make through.
to my mom...i love you very much and i'm very sorry for any stress i've brought on u. you have done nothing but try and help me...nd i was anrgy at the past and i acted out from bull shit in the past...tell kayla and amari i love them very much...cuz i rele do! i love you all very very much!
till next time...
peace and love...and always hot coco and fries
its hard to b in a strange land...but i'll make through.
to my mom...i love you very much and i'm very sorry for any stress i've brought on u. you have done nothing but try and help me...nd i was anrgy at the past and i acted out from bull shit in the past...tell kayla and amari i love them very much...cuz i rele do! i love you all very very much!
till next time...
peace and love...and always hot coco and fries
Friday, January 2, 2009
"Why do you keep lashing out?"
the last words i herd b4 i yelled i love you and hung up the phone and threw it on the couch next to me. then i rly got to thinking y i such an angry person...30 mins later...OMFG! I FINALLY KNO Y I'M VERY ANGRY!!! but it dosen't matter....nothing matters anymore becuz i'm done...i'm gonna live on the street! i can't take life anymore...i hope i die! becuz no gives a damn about me anymore! I feel so sick of my life! i try to talking to my dad and he didn't even try to listening to me! instead he took MY loptop from me and pushed me! i'm so sick of my "family"...they 'love' me so much...but they never listen to me or wat i have to say. Everyone wants to kno why i'm sooo pissed off....so i'll tell u...one by one!
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